I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU.
You, yes, you.
( feel the anger. )
When are you ever gonna stop assuming things? Two faced bitch, I guess I had enough of your nonsense. Stop all your bullshits, keep saying things that you don't mean, acting like you're some best friend of mine when HELLO? You're so not.
I thought you were who I thought you are, but I was wronged.
I thought I could trust you, but I was wronged.
I thought the hatred you once had for me has actually turned into love, but I was wronged.
I thought you'd change for the better but then, I was wronged again.
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Rant rant rant. I need someone to hear me whine.
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Okay, school was boring today. Honey, Baby, Sweetheart is a really nice book though it gets very low-soh. :\ Ha, I'm only interested in what happens to Ruby & that guy.. Travis Becker! At first I thought it was Travis Barker(isit the right spelling?). Hahaha.
Sass, Yj & I kept reading today. Had so much fun irritating Sass with Yj. :] Brought crossword to school & we had crossword puzzle competition. So lame, but fun. Yj is damn TMD fast! I don't like to play with her lor, haha. PE was ultra retarded & a total waste of time. Mrs Soon came in later in the day.
She was talking about money issues.
Mrs Soon: Here are the finalist.. of the Money Idol.
*pause for awhile*
Shangari: Sure got my name one la. Sure me. *raise up hand*
Mrs Soon: First up, we've got Sarah Lau!
Sass: *stands up& waves* Thank you, thank you!!
Mrs Soon: *smiles* With the highest number of votes!
Shangari: 700 over votes.
Mrs Soon: Next, we got Liang Yao Jun! 1/2 of Sarah's amount!
Yj: Huh.. *blur*
Mrs Soon: Next, Rachel Lim! 1/4 of Sarah's amount. Then we got Shangari!
Shangari: See, told you. *Persis laughing*
Mrs Soon: Lastly, we got Persis Yap!
Shangari: Ah, you also! Laugh at me some more!! So the highest is--
Sass: *stands up & wave* Me! Thank you thank you!!
Funny shit. I love FourCharity. :]
Had conv with Mrs Soon. It was about my neighbourhood. She said I would get around 11-13 'cos I still have a little of my Singlish in it. If I'd be a little more careful, I can get <13 for conversation. I feel comfortable talking to her actually. A lot more comfy than I talk to Miss Sek. :\ Radio was on the whole time. :] Let You Go, Wanna Ride, Car Wash, She Will Be Loved. She Will Be Loved reminds me of the past. It's a song I used to love & cry so hard over someone. [: Whatever, it's the past anyway. After school! LJS with Qiaos. :] Talked a lot. I felt as though like we haven't seen each other in forever. Ha, perhaps. We don't talk much in the morning, then she won't be in class 'cos she has got Chinses PPP. And Michy too. Ugh PPP is taking them away from me. We still reminisced somehow. How the four of us used to be & along came Bestaye, how much this clique has gone through, the conflicts & the bad times. And I miss the presense of the five of us plus Michy & Shyan perhaps. (: Remember Toy'r'us? Hm talked about so much.
Do you remember this? Would you remember it for life?
Because I would. I always have & always will.
Y'all live in my heart. (=
After eating, took a LRT down t Rivervale Plaza. Couldn't find it still. :( So took an LRT downt o Compass Point. Went around looking for it & still, no avail. Forget it man, why is it so troublesome? Ugh so annoying. Went home after that. Meeting Qiaos again later @ Newton. :] I really hope everything goes well. Pray for me, wish me luck.
I'm not that angry anymore. Sigh let's just forgive & forget, right Mainey? (:
Haha, talked to Mainey after baby hung up. Baby had fever, ate medicine & felt drowsy so I told her to go to bed. Mainey called after that. So we talked. That silly girl. :) I hope you're feeling better allright hons? Hughug. Talked all the way till 130am, packed my stuff, texted baby & went to bed. Can't open my eyes this morning, dad was pissed. :(
I have yet to tell mummy about tmr's plans. I ought to tell her today but I'm afraid she might know that I'm going out with Nellie instead of Qiaos(which is so fucking true). But I really wanna go & baby & I have been planning it, getting so excited about tmr. If I ever disappoint her, I'm a fucking whore I swear.
Just had dinner. [: Qiaos went to Newton with her mom without me. >:( Ha, nevermind! :D I'll go with mummy & daddy later.!! Oh no, we're going now!! Omg pray for me everyone!!! :DIt's tomorrow. :]:]:]
I love you babyyyyyy :)
Can't wait to see youuu!
We said forever, that you would never let me go.
<3.
4:52 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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